Wasn’t easy getting out of bed this morning. When things get hard I have a tendency to shut down. I’m fighting it, but it isn’t easy. I went to work out, only because I had an appointment with my trainer at 7am. I am negotiating with myself to take a shower so I’m not late for my 10am meeting but so far it’s not going well.

I need to take stock and count my blessings. I’m healthier than I’ve been in years (maybe ever). I’m very much loved and love greatly in return. I am financially stable, and am able to give to others in need. I have a Disney weekend coming up (!!)

I identify so personally with my work. I am an over achiever and when work isn’t going well I internalize it so much more than I should. I need to remember that I am so much more than what I do for a living. Shutting down will only make that worse.

I need to turn today around ASAP.